A fun documentary for your weekend

Without exaggeration—and as someone who is not into birds and is very easily overstimulated by the noise they make—this documentary about extreme birdwatching is the best YouTube video I’ve ever seen, and among the best documentaries I’ve ever seen. The concept, the humor, the storytelling, the pacing, the production, etc.: exquisite. Please please please watch it without googling anything about it.

Shout out to the filmmakers for turning YouTube ads off for an optimal viewing experience. From the pinned comment on the video: to support their work you can donate directly and/or purchase Quentin’s field guide.

Project Life 2025: August ephemera

Here are the scraps of ephemera I saved in August.

A 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into 12 two-inch by two-inch pockets. Each pocket holds a piece of ephemera from my life in August 2025, as enumerated in the bulleted lists in the body of the post.

Top row

  • Packaging from a book I ordered
  • Scraps of a security envelope pattern given to me by someone after they learned I collect security envelope patterns (such a sweet gesture)
  • Packaging from the Parmesan I sprinkled over the massive slice of pizza my son brought home for me one day

Second row

  • Caution tape leftover in the courtyard after they repainted the exterior of our apartment buildings (the paint job looks so bad y’all)
  • Packaging from the first-ever cabin air filter that I installed in my car by myself—I can’t believe I’ve overpaid for the oil change people to do it all these years
  • Paper from the pizza box that held the massive slice of pizza my son brought home for me one day

Third row

  • Label from the pool noodle I bought to bring to the river
  • Old exterior paint from my apartment complex
  • Oil change sticker

Bottom row

  • Matchbook cover that I found on the ground during a walk
  • Packaging from my son’s new Rogue barbell
  • Packaging from a new vegetable brush that I finally bought after many months of needing to replace the old one I threw out
A 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into 12 two-inch by two-inch pockets. Each pocket holds a piece of ephemera from my life in August 2025, as enumerated in the bulleted lists in the body of the post. This page shows the back of the page/items.

Hiking Lower Punchbowl, Tunnel, and Twister Falls

Hike number three of the season: Lower Punchbowl, Tunnel, and Twister Falls via Eagle Creek Trail. In addition to the three well-known falls, there are a handful of other falls along this trail, which is one of the most popular trails in the Columbia River Gorge.

Lower Punchbowl Falls, seen from above on Eagle Creek Trail.

Originally, I’d planned to hike down to Lower Punchbowl Falls, swim in its bowl, and then head back to my car—a quick and easy 3.8-mile out-and-back. While a shorter distance hike than I prefer, the allure of the waterfall and its swimmable bowl was strong: daily summertime access to water/swimming is one of the things I miss most about my pre-pandemic life and I was excited at the possibility of finally—FINALLY!—getting my toes wet. Given the day was set to be 90 degrees and was already well on its way to 70 degrees when I started the trail at 5:30 am, I figured the shorter distance of this hike would be offset by how much time I’d spend in or lounging near the water.

Eagle Creek flowing through bare trees burned in the 2017 Eagle Creek Fire and lush vegetation and wildflowers.

While researching the trail ahead of committing to it, I learned about Tunnel Falls, a few miles past Lower Punchbowl Falls. After watching a few YouTube videos of the hike to Tunnel Falls, I added it to my route, upping my hike to 12.2 miles roundtrip. Then, while discussing my hike plans at the gym, I learned about Twister Falls, just around the bend from Tunnel Falls. Of course I had to add it to my route, making my third hike of the season—and my third hike back after a nearly three-year break—a 13.4-mile out-and-back with 2,270 feet of elevation gain.

A section of very narrow, rocky trail with a vertical drop-off on one side (and no handrail on the other).

Of all the hiking I’ve done this year, this hike was pretty middle-of-the-road on paper: it wasn’t the longest in distance or duration, it wasn’t the most difficult or technical terrain, it wasn’t the most strenuous. And yet, it’s the one I’m most proud of.

Me, standing on the trail and smiling at the camera.

This trail was the most exposed of any I hiked this season. In many sections, it was similar to the exposure I encountered on the 2022 hike that broke my brain and triggered the very terrifying episode of mental illness on the trail that, after the 2022 season, kept me from hiking until this summer.

Many sections of the trail are very narrow and rocky. The sections of trail blasted out of the basalt cliff faces also feature vertical drops. In some, but not all, of these sections, cable handrails are installed. Many of the YouTube videos I watched of people hiking to Tunnel Falls showed and/or explicitly mentioned these cables. Learning of their existence is what convinced me to extend my original route.

A cable handrail installed into the side of the cliff face. The trail is very narrow and rocky. On the side opposite the handrail, a vertical drop-off.

Surprisingly, I used these cables only on the sections of trail immediately surrounding Tunnel Falls. Given my previous experience on exposed sections of trail, I figured I’d use them at every opportunity. Even more surprisingly, I didn’t experience any physical or mental markers of anxiety, panic, OCD, or derealization at any point during this hike. My heart rate remained steady, my palms didn’t sweat, my mouth didn’t dry up, my legs didn’t shake, my vision didn’t narrow, my hearing didn’t become muffled and echo-y, my head didn’t become light and fuzzy, my thoughts didn’t begin to race, I didn’t begin to catastrophize, the voices in my head didn’t taunt me or command me to yeet myself off the cliffs, etc. It won’t always be this way for me. At some point, my mental illnesses will rear their heads on the trail again. I’m grateful that hasn’t happened on any of the hikes I’ve done so far this season.

View from the tunnel behind Tunnel Falls looking from one end to the other.

Tunnel Falls is named such because there’s a literal tunnel behind the falls that you have to walk through to continue on the trail. It’s incredible. One of the most thrilling things I’ve experienced so far in my life. It is truly a shock to me that my brain didn’t lose its shit during either pass of this section of trail.

About a half mile past Tunnel Falls is Twister Falls. There are large flat rocks you can sit or sunbathe on. I stopped here for a few minutes to refuel electrolytes and carbs before heading back.

Me, smiling at the camera while crouched in a squat behind my pack on the large, flat rocks at Twister Falls.
Me, sitting on the large, flat rocks at Twister Falls, eating Pop-Tarts and drinking electrolytes before heading back down the way I came.

The 2017 Eagle Creek Fire burned through this area which means there’s very little tree canopy on this hike—very little shade on hot, sunny days; very little cover on wet, rainy ones. Plan, pack, and dress accordingly.

Tall purple wildflowers in front bare trees burnt in the 2017 Eagle Creek Fire.

Even with the scars from the fire, this is a beautiful hike. While the trees may be bare, there is plenty of other vegetation and life (lots of chipmunks!).

Lush vegetation and wildflowers along the trail and among the bare trees burnt in the 2017 Eagle Creek Fire.

This trail was much busier than I expected for so early on a very hot weekday morning. On my way up (“up”—the grade is so gradual it never feels like a hike in the expected sense) I encountered one person, a backpacker headed the opposite direction, toward the parking lot. On my way back, though, I encountered a fairly steady stream of people hiking to the areas I was coming from. And a lot of them seemed wholly unprepared??? For example, hiking in JEANS??? Not bringing a single drop of water or a water filtration setup??? Not bringing anything—no pack, no map, no nothing??? There were several separate people who stopped me at different points to ask what the name of the trail was, where it went, how long it was, etc. How do you venture into the wilderness—on a hot-ass day, no less—with no information, gear, hydration setup, or plan??? Inconceivable.

Eagle Creek flowing alongside the trail.

In the end, it worked out well that I tacked on Tunnel and Twister Falls and nine additional miles to my original route. The “path”—I’m using that term very loosely—between the trail and Lower Punchbowl Falls would’ve been very difficult, maybe impossible, to ascend, especially with a pack, even my small one—very steep, loose dirt, no defined route. I took one look and didn’t even consider attempting to descend. On I hiked.

Eagle Creek as seen from above on the trail.

I would absolutely do this trail again, ideally with a non-iPhone camera (it is for sure time to invest in a camera camera), and ideally continuing on past Twister Falls. I really am so happy to be back out on the trail.

My shadow on the trail, with one hand throwing up a peace sign above my head.

In the middle of writing this post, I sat down to lunch, pulled up YouTube, and hit play on the first video it recommended to me: a discussion from popular backpacker @MirandaGoesOutside about mental illness on the trail. Truly, the most apt video YouTube could have recommended me in that moment.

Project Life 2025: July ephemera

After seeing this post from @lindalovescreating in early July, I decided to start including monthly ephemera pages in my 2025 album, beginning with July. I think it’s such a fun way to include extra bits of life that normally wouldn’t make the cut.

A 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into 12 two-inch by two-inch pockets. Each pocket hold a piece of ephemera from my life in July 2025, as enumerated in the bulleted lists in the body of the post.

Top row

  • Scrap of paper from a basket of street tacos I ate on my walk home after finally visiting an interactive art experience I’ve wanted to visit for the last two years (featuring a line of test stitches from my new-to-me sewing machine)
  • Piece of a ripped-up $1 bill I found on the ground while out walking
  • Part of the tear-away freshness seal from a pint of ice cream

Second row

  • Part of a flyer announcing yet another neighborhood library construction closure
  • A gold star I found on the ground while out walking
  • Wrapper from a candy at the nail salon

Third row

  • $1 bill found in a library book after I brought it home
  • Tag from a new bikini bottom
  • Lion decal I found on the ground while out walking

Last row

  • Portion of branded packing tape from the company I order my creatine from (it’s the only creatine that doesn’t make me bloat—if creatine makes you bloated, I recommend trying this brand)
  • Another wrapper from candy at the nail salon
  • Part of a Powell’s bookmark

These pages will live in the back of my album alongside those documenting the media I consume this year. Each month will get one 6″ x 8″ page protector that’s divided into 12 smaller pockets. Only the front of the pocket will be filled. I like the idea of seeing through the gaps, and of seeing the backs of the items in the pockets.

The back of the 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into 12 two-inch by two-inch pockets holding ephemera from my life in July 2025, as enumerated in the bulleted lists in the body of this post.

I haven’t yet decided how I’ll include lists of each month’s ephemera. I might type up each month’s list on a 3″ x 8″ piece of paper and slip it into a 3″ x 8″ page protector in front of the corresponding 6″ x 8″ page. I might make one big list and slip it into a 6″ x 8″ page protector. Not sure. For now, I’m keeping track with a sticky note adhered to the front of each 12-pocket 6″ x 8″ page.

My handwritten list on a sticky note enumerating each item in each pocket of the page protector, adhered to the front of the page protector.

Hiking Tom Dick and Harry Mountain

Hike number two of the summer: Tom Dick and Harry Mountain via Mirror Lake, a nine-ish mile out-and-back in Mount Hood National Forest. This hike immediately joined Angel’s Rest and Riprap as one of my all-time favorites: so much green, so many wildflowers, and an awe-inducing 360-degree view of five (!) different mountains from the false summit. Because I began so early, I had the summit and my first pass of the false summit completely to myself. A dream.

Me, standing atop the false summit, with a snow-capped Mount Jefferson in the background.
At the false summit. Mount Jefferson is visible in the background. Out of frame to my left-ish are Mounts Adams, Rainer, and St. Helens. Mount Hood is directly in front of me.

The time of year (early July) and weather (almost completely clear skies, 70-sh degrees at the start, 80-ish degrees by the end) for sure played a big role in how enjoyable this hike was. I’m so grateful I had the flexibility to change my originally planned date to one with a better forecast.

Wildflowers and greenery lining a stretch of trail.

For whatever reason, despite reading the trail’s name and details a billion times on AllTrails and various local hiking blogs, until I came upon the junction to continue to the summit or loop around Mirror Lake, I didn’t realize the lake was an optional part of this hike. I decided to take the loop around the lake and holy fuck I’m so glad I did (I went clockwise).

Wooden signs posted to a tree directing hikers and backpackers which way to travel for various trails.

The lake isn’t visible from the junction, or for the first couple of minutes of walking. And then, there it is.

Mirror Lake reflecting the tree line and clear blue early morning sky.

It literally stopped me in my tracks. “Oh, wow,” I gasped when I spotted it. One of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen. I feel so fortunate to live so close to such beautiful natural spaces, and to have the ability to explore them.

Unfortunately for me, Mirror Lake is also where the mosquitoes began. From this point on, the trail was full of them. As someone who is eaten alive by mosquitoes whenever they’re around, I have, historically, always doused myself in bug spray before beginning a hike and carried bug spray in my pack, dousing myself again several times along the way. Since moving to Oregon a few years ago, I’ve very rarely encountered mosquitoes in general and never on the trail. Because of this, and because I didn’t see any comments on AllTrails about mosquitoes on this trail, I removed my bug spray from my pack the night before this hike. What a mistake! From the lake on, I spent most of the hike swatting at mosquitoes and was covered in bites by the end. I itched so badly that it woke and kept me up at night for the better part of a week. Disaster.

View of Mount Hood from a stretch of lush, verdant trail.

This is a hike you do for the views, especially those of Mount Hood, which is right there. Personally, I think the views of Hood are equally as dramatic from the false summit and the actual summit.

View of Hood at the false summit:

View of Mount Hood from the false summit.

View of Hood at the actual summit, about half a mile further up trail:

A selfie of me, sweaty and smiling, with a mostly bare Mount Hood immediately behind me.

Famously, the summit also features a view of some communications (?) equipment, which deters from the experience for some. Personally, I wasn’t bothered by it; it’s off to the “side” and doesn’t take up much space or obstruct the view of the mountain. The communications equipment at the summit of Mount Defiance, which I hiked several weeks after this trail, is a different story.

The actual summit is roughly 0.6 miles past the false summit. You’ll have to hike and scramble over some rocky and sometimes steep-ish terrain to get there. The video below shows the first stretch of trail from the “back” side of the false summit to the actual summit.

The best overall view—the 360-degree view—is at the false summit. If you reach the false summit and don’t want to (or can’t) continue on for whatever reason—weather, blisters, joints, time, terrain, etc.—you won’t miss much. The video below is the view from the false summit. It’s hard to see in the video but all five mountains—Mounts Adams, Rainer, St. Helens, Jefferson, and Hood—were visible to the naked eye this day.

I learned too late that this hike can be turned into a loop by continuing past the summit and down to the parking lot via Sunrise Trail. I would have loved to do the loop! Even though I had service and could have texted a change in plans to the people who I share my hike details with, I chose to stick to my original plan. I can always do the loop next season.

Overall, this was a great hike on a perfect day. Aside from a brief freak-out about a completely made-up scenario while scrambling my way from the false summit to the actual summit, my mentally ill brain behaved, thank god. I’m so happy to be back out on the trail.

Project Life 2024: documenting the media I consumed last year

Last year, I decided to more completely document the media I consumed throughout the year in my Project Life album: docuseries, movies, podcasts, TV shows. I didn’t include books (I didn’t read much last year) or music (I don’t really listen to music). I used 6″ x 8″ page protectors divided into 12 pockets, each measuring 2″ x 2″, and printed 2″ x 2″ thumbnails for each piece of media, six to each 4″ x 6″ piece of photo paper.

A 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into pockets measuring 2 inches by 2 inches. Each pocket is filled with a 2-inch by 2-inch thumbnail of a docuseries or movie I streamed at home in 2024.

Because I didn’t have the idea to do this until mid-November, it’s not a complete, and therefore not a completely accurate, record. I did the best I could by pulling from memory and going through my watch and listening history in my streaming apps. It’s complete and accurate enough.

A spread of two 6-inch by 8-inch page protectors, each divided into pockets measuring 2 inches by 2 inches. Each pocket is filled with a 2-inch by 2-inch thumbnail of a podcast I listened to in 2024.

I considered organizing each category chronologically. That quickly became too complicated. Not every streaming service tracks when you streamed what (only what you streamed and in what order), and anyway, do you list things in order of starting them or finishing them? What about things that don’t have a clear finish date, like podcasts or TV shows that release episodes weekly instead of seasonally? Or docuseries or TV shows or serialized podcasts that you started and are still watching or listening to at the end of the year but haven’t fully finished yet? I decided to organize each category alphabetically.

A spread of two 6-inch by 8-inch page protectors, each divided into pockets measuring 2 inches by 2 inches. Each pocket is filled with a 2-inch by 2-inch thumbnail of a TV show I watched in 2024.

They’re not the most attractive pages. Frankly, I think they’re an eyesore. Visually overwhelming. Because they live in the back of my album, their unattractiveness and overwhelmingness bother me less than they would otherwise.

Another spread of two 6-inch by 8-inch page protectors, each divided into pockets measuring 2 inches by 2 inches. Each pocket is filled with a 2-inch by 2-inch thumbnail of a TV show I watched in 2024.
Another spread of two 6-inch by 8-inch page protectors, each divided into pockets measuring 2 inches by 2 inches. Two of the pockets are each filled with a 2-inch by 2-inch thumbnail of a TV show I watched in 2024.

I decided not to include thumbnails of the movies I watched in theaters with those of the movies I streamed at home. Instead, I saved the ticket stubs for those movies in standard 6″ x 8″ page protectors divided into 3″ x 4″ pockets. These I organized chronologically. (These “ticket stubs” can hardly be called ticket stubs. They’re nothing more than shitty receipts. My outrage over the harbinger that is the disappearance of well-designed and quality crafted ephemera is deep and wide and intense.)

A 6-inch by 8-inch page protector divided into four 3-inch by 4-inch pockets. In each pocket, a ticket stub from a movie I saw in a theater in 2024.

The labels for each section are Avery self-adhesive insertable tabs.

Close up of the edges of the page protectors, showing the tabs holding labels that mark each category of media I consumed in 2024: docs/movies, podcasts, and tv shows.

This year, I’m keeping a note in my phone to document each category of media as I consume it, and plan to again organize each category in my album alphabetically. Every four to six weeks, I go through said note in my phone, grab a thumbnail for each entry I’ve added since the last time I reviewed the list, add those thumbnails to a template in Photoshop Elements, and check it off in my phone. This way, I’m not scrambling at the end of the year, completely overwhelmed by doing everything all at once.

Printing is the only thing I plan to put off until the end of this year or early next. Partly because I don’t want to misplace printed sheets of thumbnails. Mostly because I know I’ll be tempted to immediately cut out each thumbnail and slip all of them in pockets, which, because I’m organizing them alphabetically, will create more work for me, which will frustrate me, as I’ll inevitably have to remove and rearrange the thumbnails as new media are added to the list.

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For the curious:

Most-enjoyed docuseries in 2024:

  • Untold: Hall of Shame

Most-enjoyed movies (streaming) in 2024:

  • His Three Daughters
  • Run

Most-enjoyed podcasts in 2024:

  • Diss and Tell
  • Even the Royals
  • I Said No Gifts!
  • Extreme: Muscle Men
  • Normal Gossip
  • Scamfluencers
  • Smosh Reads Reddit

Most-enjoyed TV shows in 2024:

  • Bad Sisters
  • Boy Swallows Universe
  • Call the Midwife
  • Dark Winds
  • Ripley
  • Severance (rewatch)
  • Slow Horses
  • The Perfect Couple
  • This is Us
  • Your Honor

Severance is an obvious choice. Along with it, Bad Sisters, Dark Winds, and Slow Horses stand above the rest (especially Dark Winds).

Most-enjoyed movie (theater) in 2024:

  • Conclave

Hiking Angel’s Rest

Four weeks ago, I went for a hike. It was my first in nearly three years, after a few very bad episodes of mental illness on several different trails during the 2022 season rattled me so badly that I stopped hiking—a thing I love to do—altogether.

I hiked Angel’s Rest. I chose this trail because I’m familiar with it, it’s not strenuous or long, there’s no exposure, it’s close to home, and I know I have service the entire way (having service was important to me for this first hike back; in case mental illness things started happening, I could easily text/call someone).

The sunrise peeking between trees at 4:43 am at the Angel's Rest trailhead parking lot.

I went early on a weekday, pulling into the parking lot just as the sun began to rise. This is the ideal arrival time for me. I’m an early morning person and I prefer to hike alone alone—to go by myself and to be by myself.

Shortly after I arrived, my brain began to bully me and after several minutes I actually drove away. I U-turned right before hitting the interstate on-ramp, headed back to the trailhead parking lot, re-parked my car, and spent the next 45 minutes negotiating with my brain. Once I got my shit together, I texted details about my hike to a friend, double-checked that I was sharing my location with her, and then I started.

The sun rising over the Columbia River Gorge.

This was my third time hiking this trail and my second-favorite experience of it. The first time I hiked it, in late May 2022, it was frigid and barren. I hiked it again two months later, in late July 2022, and it was gorgeous. Breathtaking, even. Everything was in full bloom and it was much more colorful and lush. This time around, it was in between—plenty of greenery, not much other color and not many blooms yet, hence the lack of photos.

A selfie of me on a boulder, with the early morning Columbia River in the background.

Shortly before the false summit, there’s a large boulder the size of a small boulder on the edge of a bend in the trail. It’s my favorite part of the hike. Each time I’ve hiked this trail, I’ve gotten photos of me atop it. I love repetition in memorykeeping; it’s fun to have multiple iterations of the (essentially) same composition and subject.

I’m glad I chose this trail for my first return-from-mental-illness hike. Aside from the first few minutes in the parking lot, my brain behaved and I had a really good time. All of the reasons I picked it—I’m familiar with it, it’s not strenuous or long, there’s no exposure, it’s close to home, and I know I have service the entire way—are what made it a success.

Having a good experience gave me the confidence to try another hike the following week and now, four weeks later, I’ve hiked four more trails—one a week for the last four weeks—and have survived each both physically and mentally unscathed: I haven’t been serial-killed or attacked by wildlife or—and this is the real accomplishment—yeeted myself off a cliff.

Fog rolling in at a rocky stretch of trail on Angel's Rest trail.

I plan to continue hiking once a week for the next three weeks. After that, my high-schooler will be back in school and the rhythm of our days will change. I don’t yet know how hiking will fit into them. I’d like to keep hiking through mid-October. If these two summer months end up being it for my 2025 season, that’s okay. I logged many more miles on the trail this summer than I expected to and I’m so grateful that I did. I’ve missed hiking so badly and I’m beyond happy to be back. I feel more like myself when I’m out there.

A patch of small yellow and white wildflowers at the Angel's Rest summit.

Post-hike, I picked up a mini pizza from a pizza place that I loved as a kid (and still love as an adult) and set up shop with it and a library book under the tree out front, where I spent the entire rest of my afternoon and evening. A dream. I love being outside (during nice weather).

After I got home and before I set up outside, I filled in the entry for this hike in my Letterfolk Hike Passport, while the details I wanted to include were still fresh. In keeping with the format I’ve followed for this project so far, I’ll eventually have a photo from the hike professionally printed and staple it to that dot-grid page (the Instax photos will be clipped to inside of the back cover).

Details about my hike written in my Letterfolk Hike Passport.

The yellow flower-shaped clip is from a pack of Midori P-51 clips, which I’m almost certain I bought at Cargo but may have picked up at Oblation (two local stores I love). You can find these clips in various shapes in a number of online stationery shops.

Holiday Build-A-Bear mini album: part 1

I’m pleased to announce that I’m finally making some progress on this project. Slowly. Surely.

Front cover of my holiday Build-A-Bear album on top of a stack of different holiday-themed gift wrap scraps. The cover is clear with glitter. The title page says "HO HO HO" many times in red and pink.

Build-A-Bear is my family’s most-enduring holiday tradition. Others we’ve done many years—Santa pancakes on Christmas morning, Elf, Krispy Kreme right when they open (6 am) in our pajamas. Build-A-Bear is the only one we’ve done every single year since our first visit, which we didn’t know at the time would become a holiday tradition, in December 2013.

This mini album is very simple: mostly photos and holiday-themed paper, with very minimal extras and embellishments. So far, I’ve completed the cover page, a decorative insert, and the pages for 2013 through 2020. I’ve still got the intro page and the pages for 2022 through 2024 to go.

An open document box full of the different photos and supplies I used and considered using for this project.

The album is clear acrylic with glitter that I ordered years and years ago from a shop that no longer exists (sorry!). The front of the cover page is the back of a Persnickety Prints coupon from almost 10 entire years ago. I’ve held onto it all this time, waiting for the perfect opportunity to use it in a project. I’m so glad I waited. It really is perfect for this project. To the back of it, I adhered a piece of a letterpress greeting card that I cut down to fit (3″ x 4″). Once I figure out what I want to say, I’ll type up a short blurb about this tradition on that piece of white card stock.

Following the currently blank intro page is a decorative insert I made using a Photo Flips pocket (I cut off the strip with the adhesive) filled with stuffing and a heart from Build-A-Bear (each year I ask to take a small handful of stuffing and a heart to keep as a memento of our family’s holiday tradition and every year (so far) they’ve allowed it), star-shaped glitter from my stash, and a few pieces of the gold thread I used to sew the pocket closed.

A clear pocket filled with stuffing and a heart from Build-A-Bear, pieces of gold thread, and red and gold star-shaped glitter, stitched together across the top with gold thread.

And then, the photos (and papers)! On the back of each photo, I adhered a piece of holiday-themed paper cut down to fit—gift wrap that I’ve saved from Chistmases past, old Project Life filler cards, and scrapbook paper. Before adhering, I played around with the order of these papers to ensure they flowed well with each other and with the photo they’d be opposite of (above) when flipping through the album. And then, of course, I messed up the order when adhering them. Such is life.

Various holiday-themed papers cut down to 3 inches by 4 inches and arranged in two rows.

From the beginning, I knew I wanted to include the date of each year’s visit. How to do this was the question. I decided to stamp each visit’s date on vellum using my Mega Date Stamp. Because I had only enough papers to work up to 2021 and because my date stamp was already set to 2021 and it’s a bitch to change, I worked backward from there. Had I worked forward from 2013, I would’ve learned much earlier in the process that my stamp only goes back to 2015. Oops! I’m still not sure what, if anything, I’m going to do about this.

A spread from the album. The top page is a piece of patterned paper. The bottom page is a piece of vellum stamped repeatedly with the date. Beneath the vellum is a black-and-white photo from that year's visit.

I had the photos printed by Persnickety Prints. I decided on black and white because the lighting in Build-A-Bear is atrocious (it’s giving jaundice) and I wanted the finished project to be visually appealing and consistent without having to do much (any) editing.

A spread from the album: the vellum page stamped with the date is flipped over to reveal and black-and-white photo of four kids in line to have their stuffed animals stuffed by the Build-A-Bear employee.

I’ll pick this project back up around November—it’ll be easier to find holiday-themed papers then (I’m out of holiday-themed papers, I don’t want to repeat patterns, and while I could order holiday-themed paper online at any point during the year, I prefer to shop in person for paper items so I can see and feel the quality of them before committing)—and will share more photos of the finished (well, caught-up) album closer to the end of this year/the beginning of next.

Things I’m loving lately

The other week I saw this tweet and was inspired to make my own list of things I’m loving lately.

This CTRL + ALT + COMPLETE puzzle from a new puzzle brand, Salem Goods. I finally managed to get my hands on it with the most recent restock and I’m so happy I did. This puzzle was very fun to complete and I’m so impressed by the cleverness of the title and the quality of the pieces and packaging. Big love.

A partially completed puzzle of an old computer keyboard.

Trader Joe’s green grapes. So crisp and sweet and refreshing (and—for now—affordable).

Biweekly calls with a friend across the country. These calls are currently my primary source of socialization and I’m so thankful for them. It is no exaggeration to say they give me life.

Handwritten letters to and from another across-the-country friend. This friend and I have been keeping in touch by handwriting each other letters for close to a year and it’s been such a joy.

Flowers. Always flowers. A fancy bouquet I bought myself, a mini bouquet I picked from the flowers in the courtyard, a bouquet gifted to me by some folks at the gym during a particularly rough week, and blooming bushes in the neighborhood.

A bouquet of buttery yellow and vibrant pink and periwinkle flowers.
A small bouquet of assorted flowers I picked from the courtyard of my apartment.
A bouquet of flowers resting on top of gym equipment at the gym.
Flowers in a variety of colors blooming on a wall of bushes.

Caroline Winkler‘s entire YouTube channel and Dylan Cooper’s TRAINING WITH DOZER series. Caroline’s channel is a relatively recent find and I’m so in love with it. She’s so classically beautiful and charming and funny and smart and earnest (complimentary) and sincere and vulnerable, and her DC apartment is a dream. Also a dream: becoming a nationally ranked Olympic weightlifter, which is very unlikely to be in the cards for me. The next best thing: watching actual nationally (and internationally!) ranked weightlifters train—and shoot the shit—with each other.

This mini puzzle of Vermeer’s Girl with the Pearl Earring, found at a local art supply store while shopping for brushes for the paint-by-numbers I recently completed. LOOK AT HOW CUTE IT IS!!! I’m not usually a fan of gluing and framing puzzles. I might make an exception for this one.

A very small 50-piece puzzle of a Vermeer painting.

Spending so much time outside. I recently learned the word apricate (no etymological relationship to apricot). It means “to bask in the sun,” and it sums up my entire warm-weather manifesto/agenda and life’s mission. I’m basically a lizard—I derive immense pleasure from staying still in the sun, and become skittish when people approach me (or even enter my field of vision). When it’s nice out, I like to do basically everything outside: read, scroll my phone, FaceTime my kids, have my biweekly call with my across-the-country friend, do a word search, eat, workout, people watch, simply exist, etc. I’ve already spent a significant amount of time outside this spring and could not be happier about it or more grateful for it.

Word searches. A few months ago, I decided I wanted something to do while sitting outside this spring and summer that didn’t involve my phone, so I bought a word search book. 12/10 decision. I recently bought another to keep in my car so I have something to do that doesn’t involve my phone when I find myself somewhere waiting—for a place to open, for an order to be ready, for the laundry to dry, while donating blood, to be called back at the doctor, while getting the oil changed, during a pedicure, etc. One of my favorite new activities for sure.

A word search puzzle book resting in my lap while I sit in a chair outside.

My entire outdoor setup. A few months ago, long before it was warm enough to lounge about outside, I upped my Spending Time Outside game with a large beach/pool bag (in a shimmery pink, of course) and a foldable tanning chair (with a cut-out for your face so I can comfortably do my little word search puzzles while lying face down, of course). The bag is big enough to carry all the crap I bring outside with me in one trip instead of 30, and the folding chair is much more comfortable than an exercise mat placed directly on the ground. Given how much time I spend out in the courtyard during the warm months, I can’t believe it took me FIVE YEARS of living here to give myself permission to invest in these items. I’m so glad I finally did.

100 gym parking lot sunrises

On Tuesday, December 3, 2024, I took a photo of the sunrise while standing in the parking lot of my gym before getting in my car and driving home. It was the clearest and most colorful sky I’d seen in a long time, and the silhouette of Mt. Hood in the distance (which is very difficult to see in these tiny photos) was breathtaking. I did it again on Thursday, the next day I was at the gym, and then again on Friday. And then I kept doing it every day that I went to the gym, regardless of how clear and colorful the sky was or wasn’t.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from December 3, 2024, through January 2, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
December 3, 2024 – January 2, 2025.

By Friday, just three days in, I’d decided to keep taking one of these photos for a full year. Or until I forget. Or until I don’t want to anymore.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from January 3, 2025, through February 4, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
January 3, 2025 – February 4, 2025.

This morning, I took the 100th (!) gym parking lot sunrise photo. When I started taking these photos, the sunrise coincided with the time I was leaving the gym, around 7:20 am. Now, the sun is rising right around the time I finish the first exercise of the day’s programming, around 5:20 am. Soon, for a stretch, it’ll be even earlier than that.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from February 6, 2025, through March 14, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
February 6, 2025 – March 14, 2025.

So far, I’ve not missed one. If I eventually do, that’s okay. Despite what my brain keeps insisting, the project doesn’t have to end because of it.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from March 17, 2025, through April 18, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
March 17, 2025 – April 18, 2025.

This project was completely unplanned and I’m still not sure if something physical will come from it (a photo album? a poster? a secret third thing that hasn’t revealed itself to me yet?), or how long it’ll last. That’s okay. I don’t need to know right now.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from April 21, 2025, through May 23, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
April 21, 2025 – May 23, 2025.

I’ve enjoyed taking these photos, even on the cloudy and foggy and dark and dreary and rainy mornings, and I enjoy having them, even if nothing more than this post comes from them. It’s been such a fun way to track the Pacific Northwest morning sky over the last several months.