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The final 62 gym parking lot sunrises

Two hundred and twenty-two sunrises later, I’m officially done with this project. I had a lot of fun with it, and I’m glad to be done (“done”) with it (I’ll almost certainly have a photo book printed at some point).

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from September 16, 2025, through October 20, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
September 16, 2025, through October 20, 2025.

The project spans a little more than a year—I began it—randomly and unplanned—on Tuesday, December 3, 2024, and took the final photo Thursday, December 31, 2025. The practice: each day that I went to the gym, I took a photo of the sunrise (“sunrise,” in some cases) over Mount Hood while standing in the same spot in the gym’s parking lot.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from October 21, 2025, through November 25, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
October 21, 2025, through November 25, 2025.

During the summer months, when the run rises here absurdly early, I’d interrupt my workout to run outside and take that day’s photo (the earliest photo in the series: 4:59 am on June 10). During the rest of the year, the sunrise happened later in the morning, closer to or right at the end of my workout, requiring much less planning and remembering to photograph (eventually, I set a reminder in my phone, adjusting it throughout the year so it popped up about 10 minutes before projected sunrise, to ensure I could work to a good interruption point in my workout to run out and take that day’s photo.)

One bummer about this project: Because I have a standing commitment on Monday mornings that requires me to leave the gym well before sunrise most of the year, I missed a fair number of beautiful Monday morning sunrises. I still took photos those mornings, they’re just not as stunning as the sunrise actually ended up being many of those days.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from November 26, 2025, through December 29, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
November 26, 2025, through December 29, 2025.

And the final two:

A grid of 2 photos of the morning sky from December 30, 2025, through December 31, 2025. The sky is relatively vibrant and cloud-free in both.

Below are larger photos of some of my favorite sunrises.

The three that started it all:

Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:02 am, Tuesday, December 3, 2024
Sunrise over Mount Hood with a few clouds in the sky.
7:18 am, Thursday, December 5, 2024.
Sunrise over Mount Hood with many pinkish-orange clouds in the sky.
7:19 am, Friday, December 6, 2024.

A solid set of January 2025 sunrises:

Just before sunrise with reddish, blueish clouds in the sky.
6:51 am, Tuesday, January 7, 2025.
Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:11 am, Monday, January 20, 2025.
Cotton candy sunrise over Mount Hood with orange, yellow, and pink clouds.
7:27 am, Tuesday, January 21, 2025.
Sunrise over Mount Hood with yellow and orange clouds.
7:10 am, Thursday, January 23, 2025.
Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:10 am, Monday, January 27, 2025.
Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:12 am, Tuesday, January 28, 2025.

That purpley, pink-ish-orange!

Purple and pink clouds covering the sunrise over Mount Hood.
6:34 am, Tuesday, March 4, 2025.

I shared in the last batch of photos that I was surprised the most dramatic sunrises happened during fall and winter. Because our summer days feature more clear skies than do our days during there rest of the year, I’d assumed the summer sunrises would be the most dramatic. Nope! Most summer sunrises were lackluster. After a few in the spring, consistently pretty sunrises didn’t return till fall.

Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
6:29 am, Thursday, September 25, 2025.
Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
6:56 am, Tuesday, October 14, 2025.

The sunrise on Halloween Eve is my favorite of the bunch.

Sunrise over Mount Hood with yellow, orange, and pink clouds.
7:32 am, Thursday, October 30, 2025.

The clouds on Halloween morning were so fucking cool. I wish my iPhone camera could capture just how incredible they were.

Sunrise over Mount Hood with orange clouds.
7:48 am, Friday, October 31, 2025.

I wish, too, that my iPhone camera was able to capture what the sunrise the following week felt like. The way the sky was illuminated made it look and feel like it was glowing. It felt like standing in a dream. Very surreal.

Sunrise over Mount Hood with golden clouds.
7:06 am, Friday, November 7, 2025.
Fiery orange and pink clouds blocking the sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:06 am, Tuesday, November 18, 2025.
Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:07 am, Tuesday, December 30, 2025.
Partially cloudy sunrise over Mount Hood.
7:14 am, Wednesday, December 31, 2025.

Last but not least, a photo of the earliest sunrise of the year, mentioned above: 4:59 am, Tuesday, June 10, 2025. Absurdly early to be so light out.

Clear-sky sunrise over Mount Hood.

Related: this person’s collection of 2025 sunset photos, and this person’s collection of all the flower-related photos they took in 2025.

Screenshot of a tweet that reads, Watching the sun rise and watching it set. What a divine experience. Watching a day being and making it through to watch it end. What an honor.

The Portland Movie Theater Project

Last November, I, a person who is not at all a movie person, not even in the slightest, decided that over the next year-ish, I’d watch one movie in each of Portland’s historic or independently owned movie theaters. The idea was inspired by the hundred-year-old diary I found at an antique market a few years ago. In it, the diarist recorded her daily life, including the movies she and her husband went to see. She recorded 18 movies in the diary and included a very short review for nine of them, sometimes as short as a single word (“Fine.”), never longer than a sentence (“We wished we had gone home instead.”).

Page from a diary from 1923. The relevant portion is quoted in the photo's caption.
Movie review from the bottom portion of the page reads, “We ate at Hazlewood [sic] at 7:15 [pm] then went to Majestic to see Harold Floyd in “Safety Last!” We wish we had gone home instead.”

My original plan was to watch each of the 18 movies recorded in the diary. I thought it could be a fun way to connect to and learn about both the past in general and the diarist’s life specifically, and a low-stakes attempt to do something outside of my usual creative box. I looked up each title on IMDB and Wikipedia and very quickly learned that all of the movies the diarist and her husband watched in 1923 were silent films (the first movie with synchronized sound didn’t release until three years later), which: no thank you!!! I’m not a regular, modern-day movie person. I’m absolutely not a silent movie person. Nevertheless.

In the process of trying to figure out how I’d approach this project, I poked around the Oregon Theater Project website to see if any of the theaters the diarist and her husband visited were still standing and/or operational (no), and I walked over to my neighborhood video rental store to see if they (1) had any of the titles for rent (yes), (2) had DVD or VCR players for rent so I could actually watch any of the titles I might rent (I forgot to ask), and (3) had any information or advice about how to watch a silent movie (no)—or where to find the music that would have accompanied each title when it was screened for live audiences (no) so that I could play the same soundtrack while watching the movies at home; or whether any local movie theaters screened silent films with live musical performances (not to their knowledge).

The front of Portland's last-standing and much-loved VHS and DVD rental store, Movie Madness.

Pretty quickly I knew that following through with this approach was more effort than I was willing to put forth. The juice, as they say, would not be worth the squeeze. So I decided instead to watch a movie at each of Portland’s historic or independently owned movie theaters, and I gave myself until the end of 2025 to do so. Close enough in spirit, and a much more manageable endeavor.

I ended up with 16 theaters on my list. (Some people will not consider some of these theaters to be independently owned. I wasn’t super strict with my definition—basically, any movie theater that (1) isn’t a big-box, brand name theater (AMC, Cinemark, Regal, etc.) and (2) is in the city went on my list.). To date, I’ve visited 11 of them, in the following order:

There are five theaters I definitely won’t be visiting, as they cater to an audience that I’m not part of and/or their earliest showtimes are too late in the day for me (my hyperactive autistic brain has a very early bedtime):

For all intents and purposes, I consider this project complete.

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When I first started this project, I planned to make a very simple mini album documenting it, inspired by Jamaica’s “see it live” mini album and her practice of saving movie ticket stubs.

Screenshot from Pinterest of a mini album documenting the concerts attended by memorykeeper Jamaica.
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Screenshot from Pinterest of a ticket stubs collected by memorykeeper Jamaica.
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I envisioned including a full-bleed photo of each movie’s title screen (or, alternately, each theater’s marquee) on one side of a spread and colored or patterned paper and the movie ticket stub on the other—or, like Jamaica did here, affixing the ticket stub to a sheet of transparency over the photo of the movie’s title screen (or the theater’s marquee).

Screenshot from Pinterest of a mini album by memorykeeper Jamaica.
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Screenshot from Pinterest of a mini album by memorykeeper Jamaica.
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Going into this project, I was also hopeful that more theaters would have photo booths, and that I’d be able to incorporate the photo strips into a potential mini album. Alas, only two of the theaters I visited have photo booths—Laurelhurst Theater and Kennedy School Theater—and neither of them are film, neither of them produce strips in the traditional/expected orientation, and they’re both branded. Sad! (I do appreciate that both photo booths are reasonably priced ($6.00 card, $5.00 cash) and both give you two strips with the same frames, though I don’t like that one strip is color.)

Photo booth strip and movie ticket stub from Laurelhurt Theater, where I saw "Conclave."
Photo booth strip and movie ticket stub from Kennedy School Theater, where I saw "The Substance."

At this point, I don’t plan to make a mini album documenting this project. Uniformity is important to me in a memorykeeping project like this. If I were to make a mini album documenting this endeavor, I’d want for every spread to follow the same formula. That’s not possible here because I don’t have a title screen photo for each movie, I don’t have a photo of each theater’s marquee (some theaters don’t even have a marquee), I don’t want to use a movie poster for each movie, and the movie ticket stubs (“ticket stubs”) are, frankly, pathetic (I will never shut up about the decline and disappearance of well-designed, quality-crafted physical ephemera). Also—I’m sorry!—movies just aren’t that important to me. I don’t feel compelled to document this project beyond this blog post, and I don’t want to spend more time or other resources on it.

Ticket "stubs" from the movies I saw as part of this project, each in its own 3-inch by 4-inch pocket in a 6-inch by 8-inch page protector.

My primary takeaway from this project: more than not being a movie person, I’m not a going-to-the-movies person.

At the movies, there’s too much simultaneous sensory stimuli for my brain to handle. Things that other people can ignore, or that other people don’t even notice, command all of my attention (autistic brains don’t habituate to sensory input the way that non-autistic brains do; we are constantly taking in everything around us, which is why we become so overstimulated so easily and so often). Things like temperature; the volume and complexity of on- and off-screen noises; off-screen movement, which is especially disruptive in theaters that have seat-side food/drink service during the movie; smells—of food, of people, of the facility; and, as in one theater I visited (not pictured), visual clutter (T.G.I. Friday’s-style flair all over the walls, including above and on either side of the screen).

All of these things make it very difficult for me to actually take in the movie: my brain is too overwhelmed by all of the other sensory input it’s inundated with, and I’m too focused on not having an autistic meltdown in public. And that’s before factoring in the whole host of other health issues I have that make existing in public inconvenient, uncomfortable, stressful, etc.!

Title screen of "Conclave" as seen from the very back of the theater at Laurelhurst Theater in Portland, OR.

Do I regret doing this project? Do I feel like it was a waste of time or money? No. I got in a lot of good walks, I saw some parts of Portland I don’t spend much time in, I learned about two photo booths that weren’t previously on my radar (always a win, even when they’re not film), and I learned something important about myself—I learned why I don’t enjoy going to the movies. Having clarity about any aspect of yourself is always helpful.

Will this new knowledge about myself stop me from going to see the Michael Jackson biopic in a theater on release day? Absolutely not. Michael was my first-ever autistic hyperfocus, which developed instantly upon my mom playing for me one evening the first record she ever owned—the Jackson 5’s ABC. I was nine years old, the same age she’d been when the record was released. I will use all of my spoons and every last drop of my sensory and social batteries to experience this movie in person, among like-minded fans.

The iconic Hollywood Theater marquee in Portland, OR, advertising then-current showings of the movies "Queer," "Heretic," and "Flow."

Best marquee: Hollywood Theater. For sure the most iconic movie theater marquee in Portland, and one of the most well-known alongside that of the Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall.

Coolest campus: Kennedy School Theater. I wish I’d had more time to explore this place when I was there. (I haven’t gone back to explore it because I have no reason to return other than to explore it and returning only to explore it isn’t worth the spoons for me right now.)

Favorite title sequence: Gladiator II. My relief when it was confirmed it wasn’t made by AI.

Movie I most enjoyed watching: Conclave. Visually stunning.

Theaters I’m most likely to watch another movie at (if I continue to go to the movies after this project): Bagdad Theater (below) or Laurelhurst Theater. Bagdad is enormous, which means it’s very unlikely I’d ever be seated near anyone else; I like that it has balcony seating; overall it’s just a vibe; and it’s close enough to my apartment. Laurelhurst is the closest of the two theaters with a photo booth, and also I love their light fixtures (see two photos above).

Movie screen at Bagdad Theater in Portland, OR, displaying the title of the movie "Companion," as seen from the balcony.

Total cost of the project: $91.50, which is less than I thought I’d spend. To be fair, 10 of the 11 movies I went to were matinees; I didn’t buy any concessions at any movie; I purchased 10 of my 11 tickets in person, which was at least $1.00 cheaper per ticket than buying online; and I either walked to or parked in free zones for 10 of the 11 movies.

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For the curious, here are the movies the diarist recorded in her diary in 1923, listed in the order she and her husband saw them. Titles are linked to their IMDB page. A review, if offered, is in parentheses.

MDR Word Search Puzzle Experience

The mysterious and important project I’ve been working on since May is finally finished and I’m so (SO! (!)) excited about and proud of it. Behold: the Macrodata Refiner’s Word Search Puzzle Experience, a compendium of Lumon-approved word search puzzles/a Severance fan art project created and designed by yours truly.

My disembodied hand holding five Lumon/Severance-themed and -branded spiral-bound word search puzzle booklets. The Lumon logo and booklet title text are in white against a navy blue background. Modeled after documents used on the show, the cover reads, "Macrodata Refiner's Word Search Puzzle Experience. A Compendium of Word Search Puzzles. Edition 1."

I’m planning to share many more details about this project in the next week or two. For now, a mini photo dump, because I’m too exited about and proud of it to wait any longer to share!! (!)

The title page to the booklet. The Lumon logo/letterhead and page text are in black against a light blue page. The page reads, "This booklet contains 13 Lumon-approved word search puzzles. Words may be found in any direction, including diagonally, and may overlap each other. Please try to enjoy each word search puzzle equally, and not show preference for any over the others."
A word search modeled after the MDR terminal screen. The theme of the puzzle is "MDR Files Names A-L."
A word search modeled after the MDR terminal screen. The theme of the puzzle is "Reintegration."
A word search modeled after the MDR terminal screen. The theme of the puzzle is "Assorted Phrases and Vocabulary," and includes fan favorites such as "devour feculence," "gråkappan," "monosyllabically," and "shambolic rube."
The final page of the booklet. The Lumon logo/letterhead and page text are in black against a bright blue page. The page reads, "Congratulations on completing the Macrodata Refiner's Word Search Puzzle Experience. A handshake is available upon request."
The inside of the back cover of the booklet, designed to look like the show's end credits. The page is black and the text is white. It reads, "Created and designed by Kelsey M."

I’m so thrilled with how it turned out and can’t wait to share how I, someone who had never even opened InDesign before, took this idea from my brain to the page.

Security envelope patterns

Do y’all wanna see one of the most autistic things about me? Behold, my collection of security envelope patterns.

My full collection of security envelope patterns in different shades of black, grey, and blue.

About two years ago, I saw a photo from a fellow memorykeeper who’d used a security envelope pattern as the cover page for a mini album (I can’t find any photos of the project to link to, sorry) and thought, What a creative idea! With the unfulfilled intention of using them in my own memorykeeping projects, I’ve been collecting security envelopes ever since.

A variety of security envelope patterns in different shades of black, grey, and blue.

It’s a slow-going process. I don’t receive much mail that arrives in a security envelope, and the mail that I do is mostly from the same few places, which use mostly the same few patterns. Two years in, I have only about 40 patterns in my collection.

(This number is lower if you don’t count different colors, scales, and weights of the same pattern as distinct patterns. For example, I count the three “brick” patterns in the photo below (second, third, and fifth from the right) as three distinct patterns; while the scale of each is the same, the color and weight are not. Similarly, I count the fourth pattern from the right in the photo above and the fourth pattern from the right in the photo below as two distinct patterns; while the scale and color of both are the same, the weight is not.)

A variety of security envelope patterns in different shades of black, grey, and blue.

Most of the envelopes in my collection are from mail I’ve received directly. Some of them are from mail other people have received and then—knowing I collect them—mailed to me. Two of them, I found on the ground while out walking.

Ever the amateur archivist, in an effort to build a record of circulation for each pattern (or to contribute to an existing one that I don’t know about), I keep track of when I receive or find each envelope and, when known, who sent it.

Slow-going as it is, the passive collecting of these envelopes has been one of my all-time favorite projects. Every time mail arrives, I’m excited to see if I’ve been blessed with a new pattern; when I am, it feels like Christmas morning.

A variety of security envelope patterns in different shades of black, grey, and blue.

Two years in, I have two main takeaways: (1) many of the patterns in my collection that I find most interesting are printed on envelopes sent by state or federal government entities, and (2) there is a serious and worrisome decline in the appreciation and prioritization of ephemeral art and design that is very obvious when looking through larger collections that include envelopes from earlier decades. You just don’t see branded (or colorful) patterns very often anymore. When I tell you I almost completely lost my shit when this branded Capital One security envelope arrived a few weeks ago. You would’ve thought I was an actual child on actual Christmas morning pulling a rare Pokemon card.

Scan of the inside of a deconstructed envelope printed with a branded black-and-white Capital One security pattern.

Despite my original intention, I’ve not yet done a damn thing with these envelopes. I do have a handful of project ideas. Before I attempt any of those ideas, I’m going to scan each deconstructed envelope.

Want to donate your security envelopes to my collection? Who am I to refuse. Please get in touch (kelseyetcetera @ gmail dot com).

60 more gym parking lot sunrises

This project is still going strong and also I’m looking forward to ending—or, some might say, sunsetting (heh)—it at the end of the year.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from May 27, 2025, through June 30, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
May 27, 2025, through June 30, 2025.

The sun rises about an hour and a half later these days than it did during the height of summer. Most mornings, this time doesn’t overlap with a natural stopping/breaking point in my workout. There have been more times during this stretch of photos than I’d like to admit that I’ve completely forgotten to take a photo until my workout’s over and I’m walking to my car. One morning, I’d already gotten in my car and was about to drive away before I remembered to take a photo. Oops. The good news is, there are no rules for this project. Forgetting to take a photo (or multiple photos) wouldn’t have been the end of the world. Or the project.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from July 1, 2025, through August 7, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
July 1, 2025, through August 7, 2025.

Surprisingly, winter offered more dramatic sunrises than did spring or summer. I thought for sure the sunnier months would’ve offered more stunning sunrises, in terms of both frequency and intensity. Maybe I just missed them. Or maybe not? Given how cloudy many spring and summers mornings were, I’m not convinced I did.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from August 11, 2025, through September 15, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
August 11, 2025, through September 15, 2025.

If everything goes as planned, there will be 56 more gym parking lot sunrises between now and the end of the year.

A year of crafts: the end

My year of crafting has come to a premature end. In April, my financial situation changed unexpectedly, which moved all of the crafty things I have even a modicum of interest in trying very firmly outside my new budget. Also, I wasn’t enjoying the project. I like the idea of being a crafty person. I do not enjoy doing crafts.

I did take on two creative endeavors over the summer: a letterpress workshop and a mysterious and important project that I’ll share more about later.

A tray of metal type.

The letterpress workshop was a two-day workshop that I was able to afford only because I received an unexpected check for my birthday and rationalized I was “allowed” to spend it on something “frivolous” instead of putting it toward something “worthwhile.” I wish I hadn’t. Or at least, I wish I hadn’t spent it on the workshop. It wasn’t what I expected or wanted.

After the workshop ended, I went back and re-read the description for it. It accurately described what the weekend would entail. The problem was, I understood that only in retrospect. Going into it, I didn’t know enough about letterpress to understand that I actually didn’t understand the workshop description and that the things I want to letterpress print (Project Life cards, gift tags) require polymer plates, which weren’t part of the curriculum. The entire two-day workshop was dedicated to typesetting and printing a single line of text. I didn’t enjoy it and, unfortunately, I do feel it was a poor use of money, time, and spoons. You live and you learn.

I’m extremely excited about my other summertime creative endeavor. I’m not sure it’ll turn out quite like I envision (I can’t afford the options I prefer). Still, I’m very proud of it and excited to share it once I can afford to finish bringing it to life (soon, I hope!).

100 gym parking lot sunrises

On Tuesday, December 3, 2024, I took a photo of the sunrise while standing in the parking lot of my gym before getting in my car and driving home. It was the clearest and most colorful sky I’d seen in a long time, and the silhouette of Mt. Hood in the distance (which is very difficult to see in these tiny photos) was breathtaking. I did it again on Thursday, the next day I was at the gym, and then again on Friday. And then I kept doing it every day that I went to the gym, regardless of how clear and colorful the sky was or wasn’t.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from December 3, 2024, through January 2, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
December 3, 2024 – January 2, 2025.

By Friday, just three days in, I’d decided to keep taking one of these photos for a full year. Or until I forget. Or until I don’t want to anymore.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from January 3, 2025, through February 4, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
January 3, 2025 – February 4, 2025.

This morning, I took the 100th (!) gym parking lot sunrise photo. When I started taking these photos, the sunrise coincided with the time I was leaving the gym, around 7:20 am. Now, the sun is rising right around the time I finish the first exercise of the day’s programming, around 5:20 am. Soon, for a stretch, it’ll be even earlier than that.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from February 6, 2025, through March 14, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
February 6, 2025 – March 14, 2025.

So far, I’ve not missed one. If I eventually do, that’s okay. Despite what my brain keeps insisting, the project doesn’t have to end because of it.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from March 17, 2025, through April 18, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
March 17, 2025 – April 18, 2025.

This project was completely unplanned and I’m still not sure if something physical will come from it (a photo album? a poster? a secret third thing that hasn’t revealed itself to me yet?), or how long it’ll last. That’s okay. I don’t need to know right now.

A grid of 20 photos of the morning sky from April 21, 2025, through May 23, 2025. Sometimes the sunrise is vibrant, other times it's cloudy and dark.
April 21, 2025 – May 23, 2025.

I’ve enjoyed taking these photos, even on the cloudy and foggy and dark and dreary and rainy mornings, and I enjoy having them, even if nothing more than this post comes from them. It’s been such a fun way to track the Pacific Northwest morning sky over the last several months.

A year of crafts: January – April 2025

In early January, I decided I wanted to try one new crafty thing each month this year. Here’s how the first four months of this endeavor went.

January

Starting off strong with no new crafty thing this month! Look. When I got the idea to do this year-long project, I immediately began making a list of crafty ideas. I couldn’t get past five ideas. My brain had manufactured too much pressure to think beyond those five things because it couldn’t let go of the belief that I needed to have every single crafty thing for every single month very clearly and thoroughly planned out in advance. Intellectually, I knew that wasn’t true. It took till mid-February for me to accept it on an emotional level, and to just start and focus on the craft at hand without worrying (too much) about what would come next. If only it were as simple for me to apply this to other areas of my life.

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February

In February, I crocheted a basket. I followed this very detailed and beginner-friendly tutorial, adding an extra row each of black and white because I had enough yarn to do so and figured I could use the practice. I used the same brand and colors of yarn used in the video: Lion Brand Hue + Me in salt, werewolf, and saffron. I ordered two skeins of the white/salt and one skein each of the black/werewolf and saffron; this was the perfect amount. I also ordered this 8mm/L crochet hook.

My disembodied hand holding the basket I crocheted up against an off-white door. The basket is white, black, and burnt sienna.

I ordered the yarn directly from the brand’s website because it was on sale there and it wasn’t on sale anywhere else. And then it took FOREVER to ship—well beyond the timeframe stated in the order confirmation—and all of my emails asking for confirmation my order was actually received and being processed and would eventually ship went unacknowledged. Not a great start!

The basket I crocheted lying flat on a wooden table, with the bottom folded up so that the stitching is visible.

Not a great finish, either, sadly. The basket itself turned out fine, especially for a first-ever attempt at crochet, and wasn’t difficult to make (the most difficult part was remembering to not count the first stitch of each round—I ended up unraveling and restarting the bottom of the basket probably 12 times). The thing is, try as I might, I just don’t enjoy using my hands this way. On the plus side, this craft taught me that I do!!! not!!! like the look or feel of yarn when it’s actually in front of my eyes or in my hands v. something I’m looking at on a screen—a great thing to know about myself going forward.

As much as I didn’t care for the process of this project and don’t like the result of it, I did really enjoy the tutorial I followed. It was well-organized and well-paced, and everything was explained and shown very clearly. Because my brain has a hard time flipping images around, I deeply appreciate a true POV camera angle, which is what you get with this tutorial. If you’re new to crocheting, I recommend checking out The Turtle Trunk channel on YouTube.

I also appreciate how few supplies were needed for this project, how affordable they were, and how little of my time it took.

Total cost: $32.91.

Total time: about 8 hours between two sittings over two consecutive days.

Would I do it again: maybe. In the very distant future. For now, I have no interest in crocheting again.

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March

Technically, my March craft is neither a craft, strictly speaking, nor a new endeavor for me. I’m counting it—a 500-piece puzzle printed from a photo I took of a mural a few years ago—anyway. I’ve done a lot of puzzles. I’ve never done one made from a photo I took. That’s new enough to count for this project.

Front cover of the box holding the custom puzzle I had made of a photo I took several years ago of a mural.

I had the puzzle printed locally by Portland Puzzle Company. They’re not the most affordable option for having a custom puzzle made, and they don’t have a 1,000-piece option (my preference). I was impatient and wanted the puzzle RIGHT NOW so I went with them. I was impressed by the quick turnaround time (I placed the order on a Sunday evening and it was ready for pick up Wednesday around lunch) and how vibrant the colors turned out.

The completed puzzle, featuring brightly colored stylized flowers against a very blue background.

I was less impressed with the quality of the pieces and packaging. The pieces don’t fit together very snugly (the tiniest movement to the board undoes a fair amount of work, and you can’t move a little chunk of connected pieces without the whole thing falling apart), the base of the box isn’t very sturdy, and the box design is not attractive. I also don’t like the color of the backs of the pieces (which shouldn’t bother me as much as it does given they’re the backs of the pieces). I’ve never done a puzzle by this brand before so I’m not sure if the backs of the pieces are always this color, of if they’re color-“matched” to complement the colors on the fronts of the pieces.

A bunch of un-puzzled pieces in a pile.

Gripes aside, of the three crafty things on this list, this is the one I most enjoyed doing, and I really like how my cropped photo turned out as a puzzle. I wasn’t sure that it would translate. I’m happy that it did.

Total cost: $36.99 (barely two months later, a 500-piece custom puzzle from Portland Puzzle Company now costs $46.99, yikes!!).

Total time: a few hours. Probably around three? I wasn’t keeping track! After picking it up, I was too excited to just get started.

Would I do it again: absolutely, yes. I’ve already spent way too much time scrolling through my photos, trying to find another that would make a good puzzle.

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April

April’s craft was the Desert Daydream paint-by-numbers for grown-ups from Pink Picasso, which will be a housewarming gift for my 20-something and her boyfriend, who live in a place that looks a lot like this (El Paso).

My completed paint-by-numbers of a desert scene featuring cacti, an aloe plant, and a butte in the background in front of an enormous sun.

Of the three crafts I’ve done so far this year, I was most excited about this one. I was also the most frustrated by this one. I checked the measurements of the piece before ordering it and even pulled out a measuring tape to better visualize its size and still I was surprised when it arrived by how small it is overall and I was intimidated and annoyed by how teeny tiny so many of the spaces are.

I was also annoyed that despite what they say on their website, the four brushes that come with the kit are not suitable for completing this project. You will need to buy better brushes, especially for the smaller spaces. This is frustrating because a huge part of the appeal of buying a kit is that you pay once for everything you need (and you get everything you need at one time).

I started by painting the sky and the sun, then moved onto the desert floor before attempting smaller spaces. After one sitting I gave up on the brushes that came with the kit, put the project away for nearly two weeks, then pulled it back out and took it to a local art supply store to find better brushes. The ones that come with the kit are way too soft and fan out too much when trying to paint the narrow spaces.

My partially painted paint-by-numbers.

I brought the brushes that came with the kit with me to the art supply store—taped to the canvas with painter’s tape—so that I could better explain to (show) the customer service rep, who I knew would be more knowledgable about paint brushes than I am, the problem I was experiencing. And it worked! When I showed them the issue I was having by “painting” on the canvas with the kit brushes, they immediately understood what I was looking for and pointed me to the various sections of brushes that held better options. I tested about 30 different brushes directly on the canvas to find ones that were stiff enough to paint the narrow spaces. Three Princeton Select brushes were the winners (from left to right in the photo below): Spotter Petite 20/0, Lunar Blender 1/8″, and Spotter 5/0.

My partially completed paint-by-numbers canvas during its field trip to the art supply store, with the kit brushes taped to it and the new brushes sitting on top of it.

These three new brushes made several worlds of difference; the project became much, much less frustrating. I wish I’d bought them sooner, ideally before I ever began painting. I think that if I’d started with these brushes rather than the ones that came with the kit, the project would’ve turned out better—more enjoyable and with more even paint coverage, especially on the desert floor. How would I have known if I hadn’t first tried? You live and you learn.

I’m mostly happy with how this craft turned out. The one thing I’m still stuck on is the streakiness of one of the greens. I feel like it’s not supposed to look the way it does, and I also could not figure out how to get it to look less streaky and more like the color on the reference card (two photos up), which is a very solid green. Oh well. I’ve decided it’s part of what gives the finished piece its charm.

Close-up of a cactus in multiple shades of green, including a very streaky dark green.

Even with the better brushes, this craft is a challenge. If you’re a perfectionist with unreliable fine motor skills and/or have a difficult time intently focusing your eyes without going cross-eyed or your vision blurring, I would not bank on this being an enjoyable or relaxing or rewarding activity.

Total cost: $58.30, including $40.30 for the kit (canvas, paints, four terrible brushes, a page of instructions and tips, and a postcard-sized reference image) and $18.00 for the three Princeton Select brushes.

Total time: about 23 hours between eight sessions over three and a half weeks, plus the hour it took to drive to the art supply store, test a bunch of different brushes, stand in line to pay, and drive home with the winning brushes.

Would I do it again: probably—just not with the kit brushes.

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What’s on deck for the next four months? Don’t know! We’re already halfway through May and thanks to some sudden and unforeseen financial stress, I don’t have a clue what this month’s (or any other month’s) project will be. All of the things I had on my list are now firmly out of my budget. Which: annoying. And also: a chance to think more creatively. We’ll see how things shake out for the next four crafts come late August or September.

Seven creative projects and small adventures I want to take on in 2025

In addition to continuing with my regular memorykeeping practice, I’m hoping to make more things and go on more small adventures this year. Here are seven creative projects and small adventures I’d like to take on in 2025:

1. Build a website from scratch

For what? I don’t know yet. Maybe one of the many iPhone photography projects I’ve got going on. Maybe for something I haven’t thought of yet. Back in the day when personal blogs were a thing, many of us learned basic HTML and CSS so we could customize our blog’s look and feel to our liking (who else remembers Katrina’s incredible labor of love Pugly Pixel? Or Elise‘s very beginner-friendly HTML e-courses and workshops?). It’s been about a decade since I’ve put any of what I once knew to use. I’d like to try. And I’d like to learn more than I did before.

2. Disposable camera

I’ve been wanting to do a film photography project for a while. I don’t have a film camera, nor can I afford one, and anyway I don’t know enough about photography to shoot on good film using a real camera and to get it developed. Not with these prices in this economy. What I do have are three 27-exposure disposable cameras, and what I do know is how to use them, and what I can afford-ish is to develop one (1) of them.

My disembodied hand holding three disposable cameras, still in their packaging, over an open drawer, in which they've been living for the last few years. Memorykeeping supplies and albums are in the bottom of the drawer.

These cameras are only (“only”) a few years old—I bought them in 2020 with the intention of using them to document the NINE coast-to-coast drives I made between DC-ish and Portland in 2020 and 2021—so I think the film’s still okay (?). We’ll see!

3. Photobooth photos

I love photobooths. Like, LOVE. Especially ones that still print black and white photos on film, which, sadly, seem to be nearing extinction. Still, whenever I see a photobooth, regardless of whether it prints in black and white or in color, or on film or is digital, I have to sit for a strip of photos. I don’t get the chance as often as I’d like—most photobooths here in the city are in bars and restaurants, two places that aren’t my scene. This year, I’d like to find some of the photobooths in the city that aren’t in bars and restaurants and sit for a strip of photos in each.

I know about the ones at Cargo (one of my favorite stores in Portland) and the Ace Hotel downtown. The one at Cargo hasn’t been there for quite some time (RIP)—more than a year, at least. The one at the Ace still prints in black and white, which I appreciate. Unfortunately, it’s no longer film, the color is different, the dimensions are a little weird, and it went up in price (though you do get two strips (different photos on each strip) instead of one now). Here’s a side-by-side of strips printed by the old Ace photobooth and the new one.

Two photo strips on top of a closed silver laptop. Both strips are black and white, though the coloring is different, as are the dimensions of the frames and number of frames per strip.

4. Portable scanner 

Last summer I saw this tweet of a New Yorker taking a portable scanner around the city. This type of project is extremely my shit. I think it’d be fun to do something similar.

5. Portland Movie Theater Project 

About six weeks ago, I, a person who cannot sit through a movie to save a life, decided I wanted to watch a movie in each of Portland’s historic or independently-owned movie theaters (there are 16 by my count). Initially, I planned to start in January. And then I changed my mind.

A small, historic movie theater is dimly lit by two beehive-inspired flush-mount light fixtures. The name of the movie, CONCLAVE, appears on the screen in a green-tinted light yellow font. The letters are tall and skinny, sans serif, and all-caps. The screen is flanked by curtains that appear to be a similar color as the title of the movie that's on-screen. A red carpeted walkway and the tops of empty seats are visible in the foreground.

I got started that week (Thanksgiving week) and knocked out four movies at four theaters before Sunday (Conclave was the first (and Sam Irby’s Instagram review of it made me laugh)). And then, in the weeks that followed, I saw two more movies at two different theaters. Six down, 10 to go.

6. Reread my favorite books from my youth

This was something I’d intended to do in 2024. Life had other plans. In the meantime, I’ve managed to get my hands on four of the five books on this list that I remember the titles of (I’m certain there are more than five books I loved while growing up, I just don’t remember them (it’s the trauma)). Once I have the brain space for this project, I just need to pick one up and start.

7. Sidewalk Joy Map

Portland has tons of Little Free Library-style installations, galleries, dioramas, and exchanges for all sorts of things: books, of course, and also handmade ceramics, keychains, mini art galleries, plants and seeds, puzzles, toys and trinkets, VHS tapes, yarn and other fiber arts supplies, etc., etc., etc. A bunch of them—more than 100 at the time of writing—are catalogued by the PDX Sidewalk Joy project. Once the weather is warmer and drier, I’d like to use the Sidewalk Joy Map and accompanying PDF, which includes descriptions of each of the locations on the map, to visit as many as I can this year, ideally by walking and biking around the city. (This is such an incredible project—a huge thank you to Rachel and Grant, the people who started it and keep it going.)

@tindertisements postcards

At the start of 2024, I wrote about three creative projects I wanted to work on throughout the year: I wanted to make a candle from the leftover wax of bunch of other candles of the same scent, I wanted to finish transcribing a 101-year-old diary I found a few years ago at a local vintage mall, and I wanted to do something fun with vintage photos I’ve been buying at various vintage stores and stalls and malls around town over the last several years.

I made the candle (and did not enjoy it), I finished transcribing the diary (and absolutely loved it, as well as all the rabbit holes and field trips the project took me on along the way), and, in a true Christmas miracle, I’ve done something fun with the vintage photos I’ve been buying at various vintage stores and stalls and malls around town over the last several years. I present to you, the inaugural (and perhaps only-ever) set of @tindertisements postcards.

A stack of linen postcards sit face up in an open shipping box. Only the top postcard is fully visible. It features a digitized black and white vintage photo of a man dressed in a suit and snappy shoes. His jacket is unbuttoned. One hand is in a trouser pocket, the other on his hip. His head is slightly cocked to one side and he's smiling.

On the front of each postcard, a digitized vintage photo. On the back, a short dating app bio—or portion of one—that I thought was fun and/or funny and/or clever. Most bios are exactly as I found them; some have been lightly edited for capitalization and punctuation.

The back of the postcard in the photo above. In the top left corner it reads, "Jay, 31. Dog dad, no roommates, lavender slut."

This project started almost four years ago on Instagram. I named it @tindertisements—the vast majority of the bios are from Tinder, and dating app profiles are the modern iteration of the hundreds-of-years-old personal advertisement. The Instagram approach quickly fizzled out; I don’t spend a lot of time on the platform, and I wanted to do something with this project that I could hold in my hands. I’m a big fan of both snail mail and quality paper-crafted goods (and also one-of-a-kind items). Postcards just made sense.

A grid of 18 vertical postcards. All feature a digitized black and white photo of a white man.

A closer look at a few of the pairings:

On the left, the front of the postcard: a buff, shirtless man stands on a beach, his hands at his side. Hotels and palm trees are in the background. On the right, the back of the postcard: in the top left corner it reads, "Brett, 27. Send me drunk texts at 2 am so I know it's real."
Brett, 27. Send me drunk texts at 2 am so I know it’s real.
On the left, the front of the postcard: a woman in a long-sleeved dress stands near a tree. A body of water and bushes are behind her. One arm is up on the tree, the other is against her body. On the right, the back of the postcard: in the top left it reads, "Katya, 28. My wife says I should fuck more goth boys."
Katya, 28. My wife says I should fuck more goth boys.
On the left, the front of the postcard: a man wearing a suit, an overcoat, and a big smile stands against a building. On the right, the back of the postcard: in the top left it reads, "Jonathan, 26. Recently on new anti-depressants so we both have the pleasure of meeting the new me!"
Jonathan, 26. Recently on new anti-depressants so we both have the pleasure of meeting the new me!
On the top, the front of the postcard: a woman stands in front of what appears to be a church. She's in a dark long-sleeved dress and wearing a fancy hat with a large brim. She holds a clutch at her chest. On the bottom, the back of the postcard: in the top left it reads, "Sarah, 39. I think many things can be improved with a spreadsheet."
Sarah, 39. I think many things can be improved with a spreadsheet.
On the top, the front of the postcard: A man stands dressed in casual (for the day) clothes, his hands clasped behind him. He's smiling. Behind him, structures that appear to be camping cabins. On the bottom, the back of the postcard: in the top left it reads, "Hayden, 31. I'm into poetry and struggle to understand art theory. Please don't sit on my bed with your outside clothes."
Hayden, 31. I’m into poetry and struggle to understand art theory. Please don’t sit on my bed with your outside clothes.

While I haven’t counted how many bios and photos I have in my collection, I’m pretty certain I have at least 100 of each. Part of my collection lives in an old cigar box (another vintage mall find) on one of my bookshelves.

A vintage cigar box filled with 3x5 cards and vintage photos.

Not all of the photos and bios are paired. Pairing old photos of people from many decades ago with contemporary names and personalities and matching the ages as best you can is a humbling art that takes a ton of time and patience and practice to get good at (I’m still learning). (It’s also quite challenging, it turns out, to find vintage photos of men wearing something other than a military uniform, of people in poses other than standing straight in front of the camera or sat in portrait mode, and of people who aren’t white.) Of the photos and bios that are paired, not all of them became postcards—many of the photos simply aren’t the right dimension. Many more of the not-yet-paired photos will suffer the same fate for the same sad reason. RIP.

There are 33 postcards in the set. I ordered two sets. In one set, the photos are as they were scanned in, have the same font size and placement on the back of every postcard in the set, and are all linen postcards. With the other set, I played around with different levels of contrast with the photos, different font sizes and placements on the back (which you can see in the five examples above), and different paper finishes (matte, pearl, etc.). I made a spreadsheet to keep track of all the different combinations so if I end up ordering any given postcard again, I can make sure I’m using the contrast level, font size and placement, and paper finish that I like best.

Many of these postcards became gifts. I sent a chonky stack of them to my friend and former roommate, who’s been along for the ride since the very start of this project (we lived together during the first year of this project—she joined me on several of my photo-hunting shopping trips and still helps me decide on pairings I’m stuck on, and she’s who’s sent me the glass I used for the candle I made). Like me, she also loves snail mail, quality paper-crafted goods, and one-of-a-kind items. I know she’ll enjoy sending these postcards to folks in her life (or saving them for herself). A few more will go to other faraway friends to whom I’ve sent a few pieces of random happy mail throughout the year each year since the start of the pandemic. The rest will continue to hangout at home with me and their siblings—my greeting card collection—until I have reason to send or gift them.

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This project was hugely inspired by Minor Phrases, an old Tumblr project that has also found a home on Instagram, and much of Sophie Calle‘s work, especially her 2020 piece On the Hunt (an archived version of the original article on the piece, which features more images of the actual work, is here).

Additional related reading: 15 amazing personal ads from the ’90s, a Longreads essay on the evolution (through the mid-2010s) of the personal ad, and one editor’s favorite London Review of Books’ personal ads.